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It doesn't matter if I cut my hair,
bind my chest,
or change my name.
It doesn't matter how I feel,
how hard I try,
or how much it means to me.
Because No Matter What I Do
IT"S NEVER ENOUGH
to them,
I'm still the same
bind my chest,
or change my name.
It doesn't matter how I feel,
how hard I try,
or how much it means to me.
Because No Matter What I Do
IT"S NEVER ENOUGH
to them,
I'm still the same
Literature
transition
i.
i'm sitting in a doctor's office, and he wants to see my past and present
connected by a trail of bread crumbs - the story of my life
as a linear narrative.
but i can't reach back and pull forth an unbroken thread
that justifies my present -
i can't pick it all apart and reassemble it as it was.
yet he demands proof, and i'll give it to him.
i'll give it to him.
for the future, i'll do anything
(it's beyond simple longing, it's beyond hope - it's the only thing
that makes the next breath worth taking).
so i make my truth fit into his notebook,
i cut and paste the moments
until they fit together
and show a picture of my past
th
Literature
Gender Dysphoria
"Girl"
"Could you be pregnant?"
"When was your last period?"
"Time to schedule your annual pap smear."
"In a few years you will need to start having mammograms"
"Your body is still female, you need to treat it that way"
"You will regret making it so you can't have babies"
"All women want to have babies eventually"
"That's just part of being a woman"
"Of course you have a uterus"
"Of course you are a woman"
"Cramps are normal"
"You are female"
"Sex: F"
pain
confusion
frustration
words withheld
lies
lost
alone
scared
why?
regret
panic
denial
self doubt
self blame
men don't get pregnant
I shouldn't have a damn period!
close my eyes and wince
ma
Literature
Transgender
Transgender I always thought strange.
What is in a pronoun change?
Don't understand what gender means.
Just a label it would seem.
Sealing yourself in a different box,
Boarded up, covered in locks.
Why can't we just break free?
Won't anyone join in with me?
No longer define by a gender.
No meaning behind him or her.
These labels won't get you far.
Everyone should be who they are.
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Please,
don't call me that.
It hurts my ears,
It hurts my heart,
it hurts
When you call me that,
It makes me want to cry.
Is it stupid that a bunch of letters
can hurt me so much?
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don't call me that.
It hurts my ears,
It hurts my heart,
it hurts
When you call me that,
It makes me want to cry.
Is it stupid that a bunch of letters
can hurt me so much?
All rights reserved ®
please don't use without my permission, Thank you!
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